Damn. This is... just, damn.
I couldn't sink any lower in the pit of stupidity if I tried. I'm fully capable of picking up the phone and calling Andi, but I'm too much of an IDIOT to do that. What is it, phone-phobia? Telephobia? >_> Jesus.
I have to do it, though. I have to, because if I don't say something to someone I can trust I just KNOW something bad'll happen. Like, I'll explode or I'll do something really stupid that'll embarrass me and I'll end up regretting for as long as I live.
...wow. Overly paranoic, aren't we, now? x_x;;
I'll do it tomorrow. Right now... I just... I just need to be alone with Hikaru no Go!
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laurlaurhoffman) wrote,
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